Am I Evil?

I stare upon society's complexity, and all the suspicious individuals within it. I'm starting to figure out there's more insensitive jerks out there than I previously thought. Other people putting other people down, it's fun to do so, but to some certain degree. So why bother to do it? To feel supremacy? Or just cause people are natural assholes. Supremacy has always something that lingered in American history. From World War 2, America is the only country that benefitted greatly from the millions of soldiers dead in that war,but after world war 2, America had one of the strongest army and was the first country to develop nuclear weapons. America always had that one country that opposed it, the Soviet Union (Russia) which then resulted in the Cold War which wasn't a war, but America trying to be more innovative and prove Russia they're the stronger ones. The end result? America is the most dominant country, period. Does that attitude still linger?


Why yes it does. If all else fails they'll put someone down, beyond the depths of the ocean. They must create the illusion they're supreme and more intelligent that of others. Which brings me to the point, does the culture of being on top of everything? Does the nice clothing, nice car and cocky attitude really worth it? Not really. There are some things they don't teach in school, such as morals & ethics. Do most people that have all that really the best? No. They have everything they want but they'll lack something they can't get. Living in America, of course you'll be exposed to people with the "we're better than you" attitude, and probably every day, and you just hate them. Within the school boundaries, there's a fog of superficial surrounded all of us. I can smell it too. It gets annoying, people trying to belong, people trying to impress, can't people create their own uniqueness. But does this make me a hypocrite? Yes it does. I despise all of this, yet I won't do a thing. Because I'm only one person, but I've realized all this. It takes a certain degree of knowledge to see past this, and no it's not worth it. I'm sure as hell will make some bad judgments but I'm aware of my bad judgments, I'm not ignorant, but sometimes I tell myself, if only I notice this sort of behavior, it gets to the point where you just feel like there's just too much of superficial. That you can't just help taking a bite, but resistance is everything. I'm just one person watching this, I figure I'm one of the few that notices, and I'm one of the few that talks to himself, and goes "will this ever end?" and just searching for the person out there that says "I agree."