Day 01: Something you're looking forward to this year.

To be quite honest, I'm not really looking to much, mostly because I try to avoid thinking too far ahead.

But there are a few things that come to mind actually.

First thing that comes to mind is colleges. I have only worked 4 years of my high school life to ultimately get accepted into whatever college. I want to see where I go. Probably the most exciting thing about getting accepted to colleges is basically to have the option to decide how your life goes from here. Do I take this door? that door? or the shady looking door in the middle? It'll be a nice fresh change of scenery and maybe a nice fresh change of perspective as well.

2nd thing: Senior related things. It's fun to be a senior. Cream of the crop, I'm basically part of the fats&sweets section of the food pyramid. It doesn't hurt to live a normal senior year as a high schooler (dances, events, ect) Those are just a few things upon my mind. Although, I honestly try not to get ahead of myself. I find it counter-productive to gaze too far ahead, or else I won't be able to live in the present and affects the things I do now. But one thing that I'm working at is my "true calling." I'm still trying to work out the kinks of what I enjoy and I excel at. I still wake up with doubt in my head some mornings, I'm a fickle person.


3rd thing: I'm ambivalent about turning 18. Some days I wouldn't mind getting my feet as a legal adult citizen, then I could vote and partake in various "things" But some days I feel like staying as far as possible from the dividing line of 17 and 18. I used to watch morning cartoons every Saturday, probably THE best part of the school week. Nowadays I wake up to read Reddit and watch old re-runs of the Office *cringe* and that is as far as I can think of.


I'm probably missing some things because I felt much more excited 3 weeks ago....before I started getting homework......