it's new years

         And so I'm obliged to make a New Years Resolution. I definitely have a few goals in mind to share.

      Of course enjoying life. I know I don't always seem to appreciate it or take it for granted. I realized I always think too much. Whether I'm about to sleep, or waking up, I'm thinking. The problem is, I'm not living in the present, and I'm doing everything but that. I'm looking backward and forward, but I'm stuck in the plane of the reality known as the present, and I should try to slap myself to remind myself I'm here now, and not anywhere else.
        Smiling more of course. After that incident at the library (giggle), it turns out a smile can go a long way. Just a genuine smile brighten someone's day. Extremely cliche, but hey, I experienced it first hand, so I'll embrace that. And of course, I cannot give up on hard work, it gets you far in life (unless you're a celebrity) but for every day folk like me, hard work is going to cut it.
             And maybe of course, get a fucking life. x)