Christmas is a bore. What can I say? The holiday means less and less to me with every passing year. Sure, I receive money, but it doesn't content me. No I'm not greedy. Christmas was never about the gifts or the money. Christmas to me, would be the company, and that feeling of warmth.
That warmth I mention, can be both be literal and figurative. Christmas occurs on winter, everyone is cold, in retrospect, everyone bundles up, that was the literal definition.
During Christmas, you feel that yearly warm feeling, the non-extinguishable light of optimism, and heat of joy. I didn't feel it. Was supposed to be there, didn't feel it, probably don't need it.
In fact, I haven't felt that for a long time, it only adds up to the sardonic-ness.
I'm not moping, nor am i glorifying, I'm neutral.
In brief, I feel nothing.
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