End of the year post

The year ends tonight. We had some nice times, some ups and downs. 2010 starts tonight. I think it'll be nice.

Much responsibilities to uphold, challenges like any normal human being would endure, but I think I'm ready.

bring it.

I'm too lazy to finish self studying ch 9 for chem.

HYUH, YEAH, WHAT IS IT GOOD FOR? ABSOLUTELY NO-THING. YEAH, HYUH, YA'LL.

Christmas is a bore. What can I say? The holiday means less and less to me with every passing year. Sure, I receive money, but it doesn't content me. No I'm not greedy. Christmas was never about the gifts or the money. Christmas to me, would be the company, and that feeling of warmth.
That warmth I mention, can be both be literal and figurative. Christmas occurs on winter, everyone is cold, in retrospect, everyone bundles up, that was the literal definition.

During Christmas, you feel that yearly warm feeling, the non-extinguishable light of optimism, and heat of joy. I didn't feel it. Was supposed to be there, didn't feel it, probably don't need it.
In fact, I haven't felt that for a long time, it only adds up to the sardonic-ness.
I'm not moping, nor am i glorifying, I'm neutral.

In brief, I feel nothing.

weeeeeeeeeeeee

It ain't Christmas, it's December 25th.

Two lovers walk a lakeside mile, try pleasing with stealth.

It's the awkward facial expressions and caustic remarks.

I wish I had time for games and shit but I don't, AHH I WANT TO KICK BACK.
2 chapters of chem to self study.. 2 bitch ass chapters, thermochem and back to liquids/vapor, and then 2 tests the week I come back + ALL THE HOMEWORK DUE, 50 QUESTIONS!!
ch 13/14 for bio, not too hard.

Those are the main stuff, but then I need to work out my biceps and read the physics, astronomy textbook for science bowl. (no correlation I know) Anyways, I really need to work on that study binder for SB, I want to DESTROY. KILL, OVERKILL.

So much to do really.

I'm ready.

I can't feel my hands, but that's good. I saw a rainbow today, I never seen such a huge rainbow before. There was probably no gold at the end of the rainbow anyways.