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I wake up unconvinced that the time showing on the clock reads 6:30.
I grumble and try waking up only to fall back over in my sheets. I drag myself to the toilet and sit there trying to recollect whatever the hell transpired the night before I went to sleep. Nothing mind-altering.
Its been a while since I've blogged. Quite honestly, I've hit a senior year slump. Highly unmotivated to do much. It's typical. I'm sitting around waiting for admission emails to come in and viola!
Deep thought alert:
Oh yes, things will be different in a few months time. My life as a minor will be over (I'll be legal..yip yip) And a world for me to explore is finally there. It's just like in Pokemon how Ash finally sets off to go catching pokemon at age 10 or something. I'm sure his Ash's mother must have won Parent of the Year. But anyways, it's similar to that. Off to an adventure. I don't know where I'll be going yet, somewhere where I'll learn more about my self than what I do already.
And of course, it'll be weird not seeing the faces that you've become accustomed seeing. Yes, I probably do not much know them well, or frankly, give much of a shit. But it's just that familiarity that everyone becomes accustomed to. No I'm not feeling sentimental. But I reckon I slightly will when the time is here. I have really begun re-examining my life. Is this how I want to live? I never gave much shit about my life choices until lately. I could have done whatever the hell I wanted a few years back as an unknowing naive teenager and probably not pay the consequences. But I know better. That probably isn't going to be the case anymore.
It's a coming of age story, the ones you find in the Disney novels, or the video games where you play the main protagonist who journeys through hardship, or maybe it's just like Harry Potter, a movie series that I grew up with. Only except its real.
I grumble and try waking up only to fall back over in my sheets. I drag myself to the toilet and sit there trying to recollect whatever the hell transpired the night before I went to sleep. Nothing mind-altering.
Its been a while since I've blogged. Quite honestly, I've hit a senior year slump. Highly unmotivated to do much. It's typical. I'm sitting around waiting for admission emails to come in and viola!
Deep thought alert:
Oh yes, things will be different in a few months time. My life as a minor will be over (I'll be legal..yip yip) And a world for me to explore is finally there. It's just like in Pokemon how Ash finally sets off to go catching pokemon at age 10 or something. I'm sure his Ash's mother must have won Parent of the Year. But anyways, it's similar to that. Off to an adventure. I don't know where I'll be going yet, somewhere where I'll learn more about my self than what I do already.
And of course, it'll be weird not seeing the faces that you've become accustomed seeing. Yes, I probably do not much know them well, or frankly, give much of a shit. But it's just that familiarity that everyone becomes accustomed to. No I'm not feeling sentimental. But I reckon I slightly will when the time is here. I have really begun re-examining my life. Is this how I want to live? I never gave much shit about my life choices until lately. I could have done whatever the hell I wanted a few years back as an unknowing naive teenager and probably not pay the consequences. But I know better. That probably isn't going to be the case anymore.
It's a coming of age story, the ones you find in the Disney novels, or the video games where you play the main protagonist who journeys through hardship, or maybe it's just like Harry Potter, a movie series that I grew up with. Only except its real.
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