updates...

            Month of March.  

             Overall in the macro outlook, it is a devastating month. Japan got wrecked with a 9.0 earthquake which triggered a destructive tsunami. Not only that, but the earthquakes messed up Fukushima Dai-ichi's Nuclear power plants's cooling mechanisms. Possible meltdown seems imminent, but I hope not. Japan and their people are in my thoughts.
I'm mainly worried about the nuclear radiation that'll accompany a meltdown, it'll just have terrible side effects for the country, and for one that has turned around dramatically so much since the bombings of Nagasaki and Hiroshima, this is truly a sad sight.

        On the micro-scale of the tiny Lincoln High School campus.... it's that month where seniors gets rejected or denied from their applied colleges. It really makes me wonder about my future. Seems a bit murky right now, but I'm sure it'll be crystal clear in no time.
        I'm a bit behind in my school work, I really got tired of working so much. I sometimes sit there and idle my ass off (like right now) But overall..life is......ok.

Sometimes I wonder why life gives you lemons in the first place when you wanted apples, and why you have to make lemonade when you really wanted apple juice.


well, I wonder a lot don't I?

        Fuck! I really need to manage my time better! I always idle around on Saturdays then rush and try to pull things together on Sunday! FUUUUUCK. I also love eating at midnights--- I think I can get acclimated to that, but FUCK!


         I have a lot to update on! But this is obviously not the time as I'm wasting time again. FUCK

i'm a little lost in life.