At the beginning of 10th, I thought that grades would come easy. That I could not ever work hard and pull off straight A's, I was so wrong. It took me so long to realize I couldn't do this. I was stupid to think things in life come easy, because they don't.

Now I'm trying to cling on to what I've been trying to maintain and make amends for what I couldn't do earlier.

yup, my fault.

The hell Corrina? You posted on my blog. FOOLIO.

OKAY SO LIKE, BIG EXAMS IN THREE OR 4 WEEKS, DO GORD, VERY GOOOORD. AND BE PROUD, AND SLEEP LIKE YOU'VE NEVER SLEPT BEFORE.

well.

i haven't blogged in a while.
tomorrow's friday. finally -____-
&also jenicka's 16th birthday
but my mom said she can't take me to lincoln cuz all of us are gonna be too busy preparing for my gmas bday tomorrow -___-
lamee. but we have relatives coming from the philippines & maryland. coool.
well this week has been boring, stressful, too much work; all the good stuff.
we had an 80 question euro mc, and tomorrow we have a euro essay -___- fml.
and i knocked out during the euro mc. i've been really tired this week.
and i have gone back to my old sleeping habits. hooorayyy
&i've also been very moodswingy lately
mann i really want a basketball hoop.
we were shooting around at ceejay's house on monday.. or tuesday.. one of the two.
welll... i should start on hwk.. since it's 11.
peace.

There is too much to be done and too little done.
Time an allusion to gold.

Now I'm going to pick a song for English that I'm going to analyze.


Radiohead? The Smiths? The Beatles? Incubus? Muse?

I think I'm going to pick Radiohead.

Because Thom Yorke's lyrics are interesting.

I've completely disregarded this blog for the last months and months. Just writing little tidbits of information here and there. I cant believe this blog goes back to 2007. 3 years. I don't know what to do with this blog. It contains all my successes and my failures. I wish I could Japanese blowfish cut this blog so I can just keep the successes and leave all my times of incompetence out. But sometimes, that chef who's chopping the blowfish for you fucks up and serves you a blowfish with small amounts of tetrodotoxin, just enough to kill you. (such potent venom)

I still don't know what to do.

Just to make this blog seem a bit less of a vestige and more about me a bit..

- I felt another earthquake today! Minor earthquakes feel a bit like butt massages... but major earthquakes.. oh god no. nooooooo.
- I also have no goddamn idea if we have a test tomorrow for Bio. Neurology, such an interesting chapter, BUT ALSO LENGTHY...GOOD GRIEF.
- After today, one last surge of work, and then ap exams.

I'm a bit worried about chem. don't feel like I know my shit. I do want a 5, but I'm predicting something lower than that, but I'm going to work a for 5. I just need a little motivation. Where in this vast universe filled with 0.0000001% forms of life can I find THAT?

IM PROUD OF MY PROGRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!